Mabon with a Super Moon
It's been a while & we have had some major energy shifts over the last few months. The super full moon this month was raining down some interesting energies for sure. Here it seemed like everyone was on the go slow, taking in every moment. That's a wonderful thing, great to see that every member of our species around here (whether they know it or not) has tuned into the subtle energies of our planet.
Mabon fell on the full moon. It was a quiet one for us here the weekend after was supposed to be our celebration however I am now running workshops in a number of things and it was a long Saturday, many of the usual suspects that attend with us also where very busy, we made it a nice quiet family day.
Besides Samhain, Mabon is my favorite festival. Autumn is my favorite time of year & although we haven't had much of a transition this year from one to the other I still find the crisp cool nights & warm days refreshing after the heat of summer. We had a bumper crop with our food producers this year & bottled many of the foods for the winter. Our apples ripened early, the apricot tree produced over 100kg of fruit & even the grape vines where abundant.
Onto a different track here I want to share with you one of the past lives I remember, as I have talked about before I do remember many of them some are as clear as an event lived in this life time. This one isn't the beginning of my time on earth it's about 1700 years ago in Europe & the British Islands, it was a time like many of them full of persecution. One particular person & myself made a pact so intense with intent the Earth herself bonded to it.
Most of my lives have centered around healing, teaching & helping. This one was no different. I was a village wise woman working with energies, plants & helping people. I was young by today's standards (around 20) but not for the time. There was a man there with me whom I was promised to at the time. The usual story with an invading force, although this one had taken control of the area before I was born into this life, took a disliking to what people like me did. It was all about perceived power over others like many of our historical events. They where rounding up lots of wise woman from all over what was this Provence.
This was a time period when the Roman Empire had began to decline & many of their soldiers remained in the regions they where stationed as they had families & made lives for themselves. However because of Romes lack of support this time opened the door for many other oppressive groups to push in. I am covering this as it was not Roman soldiers I remember but more like the usual thugs looking for power.
The man I was promised to & I as well as many of the villagers knew this was happening & that these people where coming. My community & family had organized those of us seen as threats to the invaders power to escape to the forests until the danger passed. I refused to go though, I had people needing my help at that time & I insisted on staying to help them. I did get out just before it was too late, but I also left it too late. I was chased as was my family & all those that helped me.
Pacts with the Moon & Earth,,,
We where all eventually caught, my family was murdered & I was made an example of like the majority of those throughout the Provence where. Before this happened though on a hilltop in the middle of a forest with one tree on it & under a full moon my fiance & I made an impassioned plea to never let each other go & find each other no matter what across time & space. This pact was so strong the earth herself has honored it for many lifetimes. We where caught not long after that & dragged back to the village, past my now dead family.
I don't remember how I actually died in that life as it came from behind but we where tired up in the middle of the village with them all around watching us. I can still see the sorrow, pain, helplessness & guilt in their eyes. Then one particular person standing to the side searing at us, he wanted my father to sell me & my sister to him he had already bought many wise women as slaves. It was him who lead the persecutors to us, with the promise of obtaining me & more like as slaves. He looked not angry or vengeful but more a feeling of rage toward others who where touching his property. The feeling I had was that he saw myself & my sister (already dead) as his property.
Not the first time I died this way...
Now this is only one lifetime, I died in such a manner many times. This one though, has had the most profound effect on my souls journey to this point over the last few. The soul I entered into this pact with & I have followed each other across continents, finding each other every time. Sometimes early, sometimes later, sometimes spending our lifetimes together. We have been brothers, sisters, brother & sister, best friends, lovers, husband & wife etc. Always finding each other & always ending in trauma & disaster.
It was in this lifetime that I found this all out. I discovered the event above wasn't the beginning of our journey together, it was an intense event that bound us more closely than any of the other life times had (I will go into that another time). We found each other about 10 years ago again. The bond was bizarre and intense, we just new each other even though we didn't know each other. And we again, were heading toward that disastrous outcome. We both explored our past life experiences & discovered the above life among many. It was here I made the choice to dissolve our soul contract, it was not working & causing our souls to remain in a 'ground hog day movie' type of state.
It has to stop for both our sake's...
On the last calendar blue moon we had I made the decision that this had to stop, we both deserved better than to repeat the same patterns across life times, we both deserved to be released from this bond that the earth herself had helped to honor. On that blue moon I performed the soul contract dissolution ritual & set us both free.
Does it sound familiar to you...
If any of this sounds familiar or you sense similarities in your current relationships you can also dissolve the soul contract between yourself & any other person. I highly recommend you do, it's a liberating experience! Always do it from a place of positivity so that you can both separate & live your life's purpose.